Sho....what can one say? first time done summing like this.....
To tell the heart....why are words so dull to express the heart....maybe its the English language. for me right now is the longing for more....deeper and more...more of God in my life....and so vacant are some of those places of longing for Him....maybe its the longing of the things that used to be....with Him that is......the world and empty religion , has its way of "growing you up" and you stop thinking like a child...its like your mind is no longer innocent and naive but tormented by what you see and what you have experienced...
I have been challenged by Him to look at him and not people ...
its interesting how the Lord used dissapointments, hurt and even waiting to form us.
But not to become the Older son in the story of the Prodical...not expecting the fattened calf because you have sometimes seen the duty above relationship and you cant imagine that you are have an inheritance in the Kingdom
one thing i can say....when one looks at humanity you will become perplexed...just watching Survivor last night made me realise that "folly is bound up in the heart of a man"
so there is a little droplet in the ocean of my thoughts.....there is so much more from where that came from
one thing i know for certain tho....tho many things are uncertain in this world....I know that I love the Lord and that He is real! That is what i know.
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